Early Morning Waking

Its a royal pain in the behind. I often wake early because of cats, or the alarm because I need to go to work. But early morning waking when I can’t blame cats or alarm and I actually am NOT in the mood for going down to the beach is enough to drive one to complete distraction. As if I am not already distracted enough. I am reminded of the hilarious Nightmare Song from Iolanthe (a Gilbert and Sullivan operetta for those of you uninitiated). The introductory lines are about unrequited love, but the body of the song is the thing (and never refers to love again which is something of a puzzlement, I think G&S must have had brainfarts there)

Love, unrequited, robs me of me rest
Love, hopeless love, my ardent soul encumbers
Love, nightmarelike, lies heavy on me chest,
And weaves itself into my midnight slumbers….

When you’re lying awake with a dismal headache, and repose is taboo’d by anxiety,
I concede you may use any language you choose to indulge in, without impropriety;
Your brain is on fire; the bedclothes conspire of usual slumber to plunder you:
First the counterpane goes, and uncovers your toes, then your sheet slips demurely from under you;
The blanketing tickles, you feel like mixed pickles so terribly sharp is the pricking,
You’re hot, and you’re cross, and you tumble and toss till there’s nothing ‘twixt you and the ticking.
Then the bedclothes all creep to the ground in a heap, and you pick ’em all up in a tangle;
Next your pillow resigns and politely declines to remain at its usual angle!
Well, you get some repose in the form of a doze, with hot eyeballs and head ever aching.
But your slumbering teems with such horrible dreams that you’d very much better be waking;

For you dream you are crossing the Channel, and tossing about in a steamer from Harwich,
Which is something between a large bathing machine and a very small second-class carriage;
You’re giving a treat (penny ice and cold meat) to a party of friends and relations,
They’re a ravenous horde, and they all came on board at Sloane Square and South Kensington Stations.
And bound on that journey you find your attorney (who started that morning from Devon);
He’s a bit undersized, and you don’t feel surprised when he tells you he’s only eleven.
Well, you’re driving like mad with this singular lad (by the by, the ship’s now a four-wheeler),
You’re playing round games, and he calls you bad names when you tell him that “ties pay the dealer”;
But this you can’t stand, so you throw up your hands, and you find you’re as cold as an icicle,
In your shirt and your socks (the black silk with gold clocks), crossing Salisbury Plain on a bicycle:
And he and the crew are on bicycles too, which they’ve somehow or other invested in,
And he’s telling the tars all the particulars of a company he’s interested in,
It’s a scheme of devices, to get at low prices all goods from cough mixtures to cables
(Which tickled the sailors), by treating retailers as though they were all vegetables:
You get a good spadesman to plant a small tradesman (first take off his boots with a boot-tree),
His legs will take root, and his fingers will shoot, and they’ll blossom and bud like a fruit-tree,
From the greengrocer tree you get grapes and green pea, cauliflower, pineapple, and cranberries,
The pastrycook plant cherry brandy will grant, apple puffs, and three corners, and Banburys,
The shares are a penny, and ever so many are taken by Rothschild and Baring,
And just as a few are allotted to you, you awake with a shudder despairing…

You’re a regular wreck, with a crick in your neck, and no wonder you snore, for your head’s on the floor, and you’ve needles and pins from your soles to your shins; your flesh is a-creep, and your left leg’s asleep, you’ve cramp in your toes, and a fly on your nose, some fluff in your lung, and a feverish tongue, a thirst that’s intense, and a general sense that you haven’t been sleeping in clover;

But the darkness has passed, and it’s daylight at last, and the night has been long..
ditto ditto my song
and thank goodness they’re both of them over!

Yep. Nights are like that, sometimes.